I miss my Aunt so much, it hurts even after all this time. What MacNair said had me thinking though. I know I could never betray the servants like that but it has me thinking. We need to take action but to do that we need to get more students on our side... or do what Samantha was doing and get into the Ruling class. I just don't think the others would go for it. I know they want to do something... but that is so dangerous. We need outside help but I just don't know how.
I have a crush on MacNair too. It makes me feel so dirty.
